September 12, 2007
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I feel like I owe xanga a decent entry but I don't want the entire world to know all my secrets so...I'll give you just a taste.
Aubrey and I are no longer together. Things didn't end on a bad note. He was just expecting to go to Spain about two weeks ago but alas...no visa. We had agreed to cut it before he went so that we wouldn't have to go through the whole "long distance" nonsense. Plus, it's for the best. It's been difficult for more reasons than you'll ever know but...
...I've jumped into God's arms. He's the only reason I'm where I am right now. I have peace and comfort and know that, no matter how much I screw up or do stupid things (or don't do anything at all), He's still in every nook and cranny of my life. And I like it like that. Wouldn't have it any other way.
I'm still getting used to this whole "single" thing again. I'm finding it to be a totally different experience than the many years I was single before. I'm liking it though...more of the "change" I've been expected.
I also was accepted by ECU to go to New Zealand. Now I just have to wait until the end of the month or beginning of October (already?! geez this year's flown by) to see if Massey University has accepted me (yes...Missy at Massey. go ahead and get it out of your system). I've been looking up all sorts of things with that like plane tickets, housing, loans, etc. It's a looootta crap to be accountable for but I think it will be an amazing experience. I'm currently taking donations to the "Get Missy the heck outta the country" fund.
That's about it for tonight but I greatly appreciate all the prayers sent my way. You may have thought they were in vain or maybe just that you wouldn't see the product of them yourself but you have: I'm right here.
Comments (6)
I love and miss you! Good luck with everything. You are definitely in my thoughts and prayers.
It sounds like an amazing experience, and my fingers are crossed for you.
If I had money, it would definately go to the "Get Missy the heck out of the country" fund, but alas, I have none. I can only give you my love and prayers!
ryn: things are great! I want to come to ECU sometime relatively soon
i'm super jealous about new zealand. i really hope you get to go! def a great choice to try and study abroad. i've met a bunch of new zealanders and they have always been suuuper cool peeps. it is very high on my list of "places i wanna visit soon."
and as for everything else you wrote about:
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ryn: yaaay!
It's amazing how crisis in our lives calls us to Him...but he certainly asks for all of us, not just the parts we feel comfortable giving Him at the time. It's definitely not easy, but He never said it was. He just promises us life, and life abundantly!
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